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And here's another reply that I have for you.

Every thought about what keeps other people like me going through their days despite having such a bad experience in the past?

It's their bad experience from the past itself.

Other people out there have had their own share of misery in their past that they are trying to let go and forget, but can't seem to do so. Others, like me, don't care and would rather keep them. Why?

Because remembering the worst of the worst of our experiences in the past keeps us from giving up. It's what drives us to become better from what we did back then what made us absolute failures and a mockery of an intellectual organic being (such as a waste of being a human being). It fuels our drive to press on and make sure not to let those experiences happen again (despite chances of them happening again on a different scale). Some of us has a burden, some people want to let them go while others don't want to because it's what keeps them alive.

Unlike those who would let go of those horrible experiences, those who keep them, are not as weak and pathetic as you think they are. We aren't dull. We aren't stupid. And we aren't melodramatically sadistic about what happened, what's going on and what's gonna happen next. We aren't a waste in life as what you think we may be.

People will try to tell us to let it go (like you just did), but no matter what, we will never let them go, because, even though it's already obvious, it keeps us moving. It's what keeps us from being a slouchy character. Yeah, we are serious and we take everything seriously, but what you don't know that you assume that you know about us is one of the things you're already wrong about... because you really don't know much about us. You think you do, but in hindsight, you really don't.

In retrospect, you guys may have already seen other people who are keeping something so bad that they just wanna die because of it but refuse to do so because they're trying to prove their worth to humanity and society that they were wrong about them all along.

You can keep telling me to let go of them, but despite your efforts, I'll never do because I keep them for a reason. There's always a reason for everything. There's never a thing that has no reason because "I like it for no reason" and "I do it for no reason", that's just plain stupid (even if I said those myself, I actually have a reason that's being covered by those).

Try thinking thoroughly (again, because you never do). Because a lot of you really don't know me very well enough to judge me about what I say, do, think and feel. That's what the word "Understanding" is for, it's not just a play word to be ignored and rebuked at. And if you think you've understood this quite well, trying doing another run on your thought train; that helps a lot.